Hi. I feel like dying, I feel like shit but I’ve spent the whole evening on my own watching lame TV programmes and sneezing and blowing my nose and feeling like puking. I don’t even know if I have fever because I don’t know where the fuck is the thermometer, I don’t have strenght enough to look for it at the moment and my mother hasn’t checked my temperature in all the fucking day. Well, actually I could have died this evening and nobody would have noticed it because nobody has checked how I am for almost 4 hours. Not even approached to me. I know I’m selfish as fuck but God, but I feel very miserable and like nobody cares about me, and that really hurts plus I’m getting overwhelmed because I don’t know if I’ll be able to go to school tomorrow and I don’t want to miss classes. Family, sweet family.
